When Tim asked me to pose for the Holiday post 6 page again this year I was honored and a little freaked out knowing I needed to write something, he said just talk about the year since your last shoot. If I was honest and posted about the worst year I have ever had in rl or sl, I think it would be a bit depressing for the holidays.
The only thing I will say about my year is never ever partner with your rl husband in sl when he is going thru a mid life crisis, and never trust the lonely woman in sl who pretends to be one of your best friends . Ok, enough said on that- the rest is for some marriage counselers and therapist to workout!
So what's left of my sl now? Not a heck of a lot, I gave up my jobs and house and only pop on to hear one of my favorite blues djs or listen my favorite live shows about once a week. I have been on more lately- to help my best friend get ready for her dream wedding. It was beautiful and I was happy to be a bridesmaid and see all my long lost blues friends. I am sad that I have burned so many bridges this year but also had the pleasure of meeting some of my blues friends in rl- and they were as fun and crazy in rl as they are in sl.
I think sl can be a social fun place where you can dance and flirt the night away, but I have also seen the darker side of sl and will never be the same for it. I have been catching up on the past Post 6 girls and was surprised at all the hate some share of other peoples choice of avatars. You seem to slam them wether they are big, small or too barbie looking.
I am done changing Clover, she is too hippy for most skirts, her thighs or too big for most boots and just a few days ago someone got in my IM telling me Clover would be hot if my eyes were smaller, she said I would look just like her then. I was even part of a study that my dj friend was doing, she is a professor by day and realized we all have reasons for choosing our looks, so if you haters disapprove of Clovers looks you can kiss her big ass! Winks
Look, these "let's reuse old model" posts are one thing but why keep picking people who openly admit they hardly even bother with SL anymore? All this one did was bitch about her personal dramas and drag us into them. Merry fucking Christmas or what?
Honestly, the Herald reaches new lows with every single post. I'll come back after Christmas when your twelve days of tat have run their course.
Posted by: kILL iT wITH fIRE | December 19, 2009 at 08:24 PM
You should listen to that person. Those bug eyes are fucking creepy.
Posted by: James Freud | December 20, 2009 at 12:53 AM
She should have whatever avatar she wants, and she is right to ignore those who don't like it.
Still, the eyes are sort of too big.
Posted by: Inniatzo | December 20, 2009 at 01:09 AM
She has Fetal Alcohol Syndrome eyes.
Posted by: Kae | December 20, 2009 at 02:48 AM
I am sorry Fire if my story brought you down, I was just being truthful about my year in sl but agree it can be a bit cynical for a Christmas post6, but I just read todays post6 and she should bring back that xmas spirit to all you loyal readers. Thank you Tim for letting me pose for the good bad and the ugly! smiles
Posted by: Clover | December 20, 2009 at 07:33 AM
Your friend is right about the eyes. Your avvie looks like one of those painting of big eyed kids from the 60's...except with huge breasts.
Crank the eyes down some and maybe lighten up on the eye liner. Yikes.
Posted by: Mary Elizabeth | December 20, 2009 at 10:01 AM
Hey Clover *waves madly*
I'm sorry to hear this year went so bad for you but I'm happy to see your face again! And don't let anyone tell you that your butt is too big cause girls with curves just rule. Have a Merry Christmas, just see it this way: you got rid of a bastard who doesn't deserve you ;-)
Posted by: Bunny Brickworks | December 20, 2009 at 08:55 PM
Wow..."kILL iT wITH fIRE" you are one person I hope I never meet in either world. I think anyone that speaks honest and from the heart about themselves and their life deserves credit. To expose the real you to thousands of pp is not easy. The fact that some may not like your looks is the ssame with how pp act in rl as well....jugdemental ass's. The pixels are near perfect and yet pp still find faults in them...how funny or maybe how sad.
Thank you Clover for being you and for exposing yourself to everyone...wishing you luck and love in the new year ahead!
Posted by: nibbs Islay | December 21, 2009 at 11:44 PM
I am very sorry but it is impossible to miss those eyes lol
Posted by: setxx | December 23, 2009 at 03:49 PM